"The world is made for people who aren't cursed with self-awareness." - Susan Sarandon as Annie Savoy, Bull Durham
Sarah's Dream Diary
Happiness
Friday, October 28, 2005 17:25:23
I had a dream last night I think I don't really want to describe. Mostly, that's because I can't. But in the dream I was content, happy, peaceful... it was a bit like heaven. A snapshot of an alternate reality maybe. The most significan thing about the dream was waking up and feeling peaceful briefly... before realizing none of it was true and by waking up I had been ripped out of heaven. I tried so hard to go back to sleep and get back to it. If I had fallen asleep I know I would have gone back to that dream (I can control dreams sometimes like that). But I couldn't... not with only 45 minutes left on my clock before offical "wake up" time. This dream is gone forever. Best to learn to live with reality.
