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Sarah's Dream Diary

Chef Rocco's Restaurant
Sunday, October 23, 2005 12:38:07

Did you see that show "Hell's Kitchen"? Well it was a reality show. I only saw the last episode. I'm rather glad I caught it because it seemed worthwhile. The last man standing got his own restaurant (or actually, the winner chose an apprenticeship under Rocco).

My dream consisted of me being one of those participants only I guess I had run because I was partners with Rocco in this restaurant. What was horrible was that I kept running into people who I haven't seen in years at this restaurant and they didn't believe me that I was part owner of this place. I got the feeling I wasn't EXACTLY part owner (I was embellishing a bit) but I wasn't far off (by evidence of the fact that I told Rocco off at one point and he took it from me and treated me like a friend... wierd). I don't even LIKE to cook. But it just felt like my accomplishments that I had worked so hard for didn't count for anything and weren't as important as what other people were doing and that no one believed that I could do anything worth while. Kind of depressing. But the dream had a LOT of good food.