"Our fearless leader has fearlessly lost it. We could be next." - Andy Hallett as Lorne, Angel, Not Fade Away
Sarah's Dream Diary
Disturbing news and friends
Friday, March 17, 2006 11:26:04
I was at the forthcoming Flash conference (September). I was spending time with one of my friends who lives in the city where it is going to be held, which was nice. Another friend of mine from Seattle was there as well, and offered much needed support because another person I know had just gotten some bad news (health related to someone in their family) and was quite depressed and stressed out. I felt horrible because I wanted to go and offer whatever assistance I could but I had no way to get in touch with this person. I guess they were in my cellphone but I was hesitant to call them or couldn't. Maybe I wouldn't. It wasn't my place. Anyway, it was similar to other dreams I've described where I can't get help to someone who needs it for whatever reasons (distance, communication, social roles, etc.). Though these were concerns, I made the most of my stay and the conference, accomplished what I intended to do, and I assume went home. I woke up feeling dead inside, depressed, and hopeless (much the same way I imagined the person in my dream to feel). I hate these types of dreams because they always seem prophetic and I have no way to verify (that I should use).
